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Tuesday, February 3 { 9:11 PM }

im fighting the urge to go up to random people, and say "hey why dont you care about me anymore, have you ever cared about me? the nights i spent worrying over you, over analysing why we've come to this. or was i just wasting my emotions?"
and i think most of the time if i ever say "hey how are you!" ill be greeted with indifferent responses such as "oh im fine.... [insert afterthought] how about you"- so forced. i need to start letting go.
but , so many people.
do friendships really reduce over time? reduced to the state whereby acknowledging a person with a simple smile is gone, no more 'hello's muttered walking up and down staircases and passageways, after spending so many hours with that person, sharing new experiences. the friendships just vaporized. impasse...the scary thing is it is impossible to tell when the turning point is, i only realize it when i sit down and think about all the friends i've lost, and i have to add others in the list as well.
i once told _ that ' i feel like im caring too much ' , and _ replied ' i really want to talk to you its just that youre busy and youre the only person i know that actually bothers to listen. but im not using you please dont ever think that way '

so anyway today.
an australian band came to sing at our school for chapel. melissa otto really has this amazing voice. striking. i think they caught the attention of many. talking about how we all feel : that some of us struggle to find our identity through materialism, or changing ourselves to belong to a particular group. that some of us feel left out in more than one way. that we all feel rejected, hurt. and somehow, we feel more lost than ever by trying so hard.
and he said, if we could only look at ourselves through His eyes, we would see so much more, beyond our looks and what we place our self-worth in. because you are beautiful. cause He loves us.