Jesus is awesome!
♥ lightning bolts, electric blue, cereal with milk, words, being with all my favourite people even if we have nothing better to do, mayday parade, strong winds, unpolluted blue seas with clear shores, white snow althouogh i havent seen it, i japanese movies, all time low, harajuku with the goths, windy sunsets


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Saturday, September 6 { 2:49 PM }

[[[[ Hey, are you really my friend?

(Don't laugh: what I miss most is talking to you. I imagine running into you in a busy market, even though I don't go to the marker. And we decided to have lunch and we talk over margaritas; and then we walk back to where you are staying and we talk some more, and we talk in the hotel lobby and we keep talking until the moon is high in the sky and the bellhops change shilfts and the night manager kicks us out.
I want to talk to you, but I don't have the slightest idea what we would have to say.) -mercy

Today is one of those days where I begin to get a sense of myself and the people around me, and I feel a severe disconnect. I'm too scared to try, to be greeted with indifference and feel an inexplainable sense of disappointment. There may be laughters shared, secrets poured and the likes but there's an absense of effect. Like we're talking but not really feeling, like I'm here and they're there.
The monotomy that this life offers and the noise surrounding me (endless flow of people's chattering, the music, your phone beeping, the deafening silence) consumes me whole, and I feel confusion, see darkness, as I do not know where I'm heading. With all that I'm caught up in and giving, the mass conversations and plastered smiles and false conversations, I feel as if I'm drowning. And you saved me last time but now
you're gone. (your being still exists whole, but there's many many blank spaces between us and now I dont have the energy to narrow the gap so I'll have to accept that you were a lie.)

Now Im stuck between various decisions that I've to make and I wished it were simpler like before. I want so many things, but indefinitely I want for everyone to love and accept. I just wish for an extra burst of energy that can last me this lifetime because the air I breathe is suffocating and not enough to sustain. ]]]]]

This week was fun but ended up in many failed study sessions
sunday: sentosa the cove with churchies ; didnt get to study as I came back late
monday: delia's house to study with cs -> queesway to meet lawr
tues: hist lesson in lt for 3hrs-> vivo with wes
wed: gy's house to study with tk and delia -> julian's house to study
thurs: tk's house to study and play guitarhero but ended up not studying
friday: maths tuition -> "studied" with melvin but ended up exploring -> dinner at waffletown -> cell
now: got distracted -> 3 chapters of bio -> cara's house with lawr and joseph to befriend a korean guy