Monday, August 11
{ 8:52 PM }
My friends have been telling me I should go on Medication. But I don't want to. I hardly think before I speak. I need to run faster faster faster faster, so the world won't stop. I need it to keep moving around me, and I need to keep moving and I cannot afford to stop. cause if i do i'll just fall apart. And now I don't really care if I do faint. It's cool if there's tubes attached to you, and you're just lying down there in a c o m a t o s e state. bnlahajdshdjdkf;kldmnnfbjnjkl
and I won't come back until i think im mentally prepared