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Wednesday, June 25 { 8:40 PM }

So yesterday I was watching Closer, and I was thinking that Natalie Portman is hot. I was thinking that being anorexic is something I should try. I was thinking how screwed up relationships can get, how unpredictable. How people can make promises to each other "I'll always love you", because saying forever and always is a promise itself. And perhaps, at that precise moment they really did mean what they said. But sometimes, in a few months or years down the road those words will not mean anything. How people can cheat on each other, and by doing that they're stealing their partner's right to the truth, they're just telling lies.

And today, I read "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks. It talks so much about true love: man meets woman. woman left previous relationship for guy. they get married. they have kids. couple gets into carcrash accident. woman goes into coma. man waits for woman to wake up. woman wakes up. happily ever after. "How far will you go to keep the hope of love alive?" Basically thats the gist but the way the words are strung together is just so amazing you cannot help but tear abit. And I felt a little bit sad and jealous, because I never know if there will be a guy that might ever love me so fiercely, so strongly, so purely. Have you ever wondered about that? I'm sure that this relationship had alot of hiccups during the process, and pretty sure there's lots of dissappointment in that.

Yeah, we always long for that special someone. But I've learn that man fails us, however,
I know that Jesus never will fail me. 'cause I hate the dissapointment and sadness that crashes me, eats me, like I'm drowning and I cannot get up and theres this excruciating pain in my heart thats burning and theres nothing I can do. How weak we are.
Precisely. That's why for now, I'm hanging unto Him.