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Friday, November 2 { 11:32 PM }

Must there be a reason for melancholy, for anger, for happiness. What if you cannot find any reason, how do you explain yourself? What are you left with, a crashing feeling of self-resentment? Keep searching for the meaning, but then you find no reasons, no answers. I don't want this to reach apathy.
You find no answers to the depression in this world, to those kids starving around the world. Kids are supposed to have a fairy-tale childhood, why are they deprived of that? They're supposed to believe in fairy godmothers, in the tooth fairy, in santa claus. They're not supposed to see the world in white and black. Not yet. They're supposed to see the world in the colours of the rainbow.
Knowledge... doesn't it always help you do things? But there are so many geniuses in this world. Maybe it is good to be ignorant, you can do what you want, having no idea about what had been achieved in the past. You were free, instead of being chewed at by bleeding impotence, dissolved away like a pearl in acid.
Reasons. Reasons. Reasons. Why. Why. Why. Because... err, because. I don't know.
I want to be one of those really smart "Havardettes", but a jaded one, one who swears without reason, and says, " I'm not like the others," and then later blows out her brains by shooting a bullet through her mouth.
Why is it all coming down to apathy, is there nothing more. God help me. I try, I really try. I'm trying hard to believe in the true world, in the simple beauty of litte things, in the love of simple acts.

I try to be nice to you, I really try. When I do make an effort and put down my pride, you don't even fucking notice. YOU DON'T. So i try even harder, and you give me shit. You don't see me as who I am, you see me as who you want me to be.