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Sunday, October 14 { 5:34 PM }

Perhaps it is good to see the world in black and white; so that we do not need to spend so much time trying to analyse a person and his situation. Perhaps it is, then we can lack compassion and just sort out people into two headings: Good or Bad. Wouldn't things be much simpler? We will know who to hang out with, who to believe, who to love. But then again, what "Group" will we belong to? Oh dear, I think I'm becoming jaded. I want to live near a field of beautiful flowers and overgrown weeds with a beautiful sunset, it's so scenic.
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Never felt so good to be so wrong.
I don't understand how sometimes people, like me, can be so ignorant and dumb. They know they're walking into the lion's den but yet they hang on to this small spark of hope that the lion will not eat them. Okay, that's not much of a perfect analogy. They raise up hopes, knowing that those raised hopes(when failed) will send them falling down harder than before. But yet, they keep doing it, watching their hopes crash and fall. They accept apologies again and again, acting like they do not give a damn that someone has failed them.
And I also do not not know I have such an intense fear of blood, but love red so much. In Primary School, I'll be like totally normal and cool with the sight of blood or when I know that my friends used to slit their wrists, but now, if you do that I'll faint and start having panic attacks. Even when reading books with any morbid description of "blood", I'll hide my neck and cover myself under the blanket and refuse to touch the book until I'm brave. Perhaps red is a reminder of blood, but it's not really blood. okay I'm talking Gibberish.

Anywayyyyy, today had games for church. Our team lost pathetically, sad to say! Headed down to Cherilyn's house with Delia after, to finish up the proposal. I cannot wait for tomorrow. I finally will be getting to spend some quality time with NETTE! :) and Audrey, of course. We're going to walk over to Video Ezy and rent some movies, then bakeee. Then tuesday, I got to wake up early early to go to Sentosa. Fun Fun Fun, until Wednesday comes and the horror or euphoria begins.

-charmaine