Friday, June 29
{ 11:15 PM }
The thing about having something hidden in your past is that you spend every minute of the future building a wall that makes the monster harder to see. You convince yourself that the wall is sturdy and thick, and one day, when you wake up and the horrible thing doesn't immediately jump to your mind, you give yourself the freedom to pretend that it is well and truly gone. Which only makes it much much more painful when it occurs again, and you learn that the concrete wall is really as transparent as glass, and twice as fragile...
And I want to wish it away.
Anyway, this week was rather busy, yet fun! Rehearsals and chillax time with friends (which I love) (: