Monday, June 25
{ 9:34 PM }
It's one of those blue sky days and rainy nights again, not literally.
The days when you suffer from withdrawal symptoms and slip into the ''emotionless'' state of mind after continous hours of tainted smiles. It's like an out-of-body experience, my soul is elsewhere conjuring images and thoughts of pretty things, while watching ''charmaine'' doing the usual routines. Damn, it's like I'm not looking forward to much things anymore and I don't know why. Blue tears, bruised and stained with hurt and dissapointment.
It's my disguise, can you see through it?Anyway, I love the song ''Hey there Delilah''. It's so bittersweet and it made me cry.
Delia and Audrey commented that I look super happy today, so that's a good start ((: P.E's on Thursay, that means I have to be a healthfood junkie from now till Thursday! I borrowed more books again, Jodi Picoult is an awesome writer and her work always inspires me.
that's all.