BAM! Drop dead.
BAM! I can't let go... I can't.
BAM! I'm the scapegoat of prejudice.
BAM! I'd come this far... I can't die now.
To those 5 people who came over today, you know what nonsense I'm writing!
Delia, Audssss, Chee Siang and Edwin came over today, after my church. I was supposed to meet them at 3.30, BUT I slept till 3.50. So those poor darlings waited in the hot sun for so long. Oops, soorrry guys! Anyway, love you people!
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I feel so lazy, like I lost the drive and determination to do the things I used to be good in. Take running for example, last year I can easily be the first few to come in. Not because of pressure or anything, because I want to. This year, I can't be bothered. Or should we say studying, I'll cry if I don't understand my homework or classwork, and I'll spend hours figuring it out. During exam period, I'll feel so stressed, I'd start eating alot! But this year, it's like I'm taking things as they are. I don't know if its good. But its not like I'm getting a bronze for NAPFA [its gold, btw], or flunking my tests [ in fact, I improved from 12 points to 7 points]. I just want my drive back.
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pictures (:
:) I shall go find someone to disturb now!
Love y'all.