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Tuesday, December 5 { 11:16 PM }

It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Dear you,
I have no right to be sad or angry with you or whatever, but pretending it doesn't matter & that I'm happy just doesn't work any more. The facade I placed made me forget myself so I'm trying to run away from it now. I tried so hard to smile, to laugh during camp so that you'll think I'm totally cool with everything. I almost fell down the stairs 'cause I felt so dizzy I couldn't see where I was walking, I don't know why. Now it remains a fact that I won't know you like how I knew you any longer and all our jokes are cast aside permanantly. Probably now that camp has ended, I see where I stand and I have to accept that I'm just part of your past, that part that never lasts. The truth was that it was just part of a lie, and you never meant those sweet-nothings anyway.
But I'm happy, happy that you're happy and I really mean it. For once, at least I'm not running away from myself and I thank you for that. Do your best & be happy in everything you do, that I ask of you. God bless you.
Love,
me.

P.S: I would really appreciate that anyone reading this would not pass any comments. thanks!

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