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Sunday, September 17 { 12:06 AM }

*edited on 22 Sept*

I'm sorry I can't be your eptiome of a happy and lovely girl;
The one with the shining lovely eyes,
With a welcoming smile ready to greet.
I don't know how I managed to seem that way to you.

But it seems that now,
My makeup's flaking
And those coats of thickly painted smiles
Can't stay where it was.
Mascara rolling down with tears,
Lipstick's smeared.
And you think, "I don't know her anymore."

That girl whom I seem to be,
She was tearing me apart.
Because of her,
I can't find my dreams any longer no matter how hard I search.
Because of her,
I have to brave a smile for the world to see.
Maybe I made myself up,
Because I found the fictional me more interesting.

[You cut youself;
The sight of fresh blood awakens your soul,
You cut youself,
The sight of fresh blood makes you feel alive.
You cut yourself;
To replace your emotional pain with physical pain,
You yourself,
To dull your pain.

But however how hard you try,
It can't seem to work,
This world's turning their back on you,
And no one seems to care.

But there's someone up there in Heaven.
He watches your every movement,
He knows your every thought,
He understands what others can't seem to comprehend,
He relates to your troubles.
Cast all your troubles unto Him,
For you can't rely only on human strength.]

DISCLAIMER: this post is RANDOM. It doesn't have to refer to me.

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