Monday, July 24
{ 10:07 PM }
Sometimes I wish I could just end my own life.
Sometimes I wish I was more courageous and less timid.
Sometimes I really do wish I could stop the tears from coming out, although it's really hard.
Sometimes I get so sad, I don't know if I'm depressed or emo.
Sometimes I just feel like screaming till my lungs bleed.
Sometimes I wish that pain could be bliss.
Sometimes I wish I was superwoman and can cope with a hell lot of things.
But I can't,
'Cause I'm just human.
And I really want to know who I am.
My jouney hasn't ended yet,
God has made great plans for me that will unfold.
So why why why am I feeling this way?!
Yet I feel so hopeless at times,
As if my existence is my very own lie.
I just hate everything everything about me,
Wishing I was somebody else so it wouldn't hurt as much.
I'm grateful Jesus loves me and died for me.
I'm grateful I have tons of friends who love me.
I'm grateful I have such a nice family.
I guess I'm just trying to find my identity.
Labels: poems