She feels like she doesn't wanna live on anymore ,
She feels so empty inside like her heart had been stolen from her ,
She feels life is much better off without her.
She wakes up every morning feeling so wasted,
She's so tired of all the drama surrounding her
She's sick of being made used of all the time.

Yet she tries so hard to persevere on because of her loved ones,
They are the reason why she's still alive.
She knows God loves her too,
Although at times she can't help but wonder if he hears her prayers.
She never really told anyone how she felt,
Because she sees no need to burden them with her insignificant problems.
Instead she listens ernestly to their problems,
Offering them her help and love.

If asked whether everything's alright,
She will just fake on a cheerful smile and reply with a positive yes.
Inside, she knows she's contradicting herself badly,
Because she's
-Hurting as though a dozen knives has been thrusted deep into her skin
-Bleeding so profusely that she feels so numb