Wednesday, May 24
{ 12:08 PM }
Just a few random thoughts:
->how long can a self-contradicting act last?
->when will all these pretence fall apart?
->how long does it take for one to accept the truth, to get out of self-denial?
->how many "I'm really sorry"s have been muttered, and how many ''nvm, it's okay, really."s have been said?
->how long have can a girl fake and hide her sadness and dissapointment?
->why was a person dumb enough to forgive another over?
->self-respect? what self-respect?
->why do we lie to others and without realising it, lies to oneself and deludes oneself at the same time, so that others don't worry?
->what will happen if I suddenly died one day, what impression will I make on others?
->why do we sometimes fake it easy, concealing all our sadness in our fragile human heart, so that it wont be cheated by a heartless soul again? but yet, why can we hide this from others, but not ourself?
->is hoarding the past good? is forgetting one's past memories the best? good and bad?
->should we move along with the future to make it through, and to forget about the past?
this is totally pointless. haha doesnt makes sense at all. worried for yutong.. her parent's are so totally going to kill her after today (meettheparents la). haha I'm here babe! (: later have musical rehearsal. -ugh- I don't know why I bother, honestly.
are you ready for the answer,
#charms