Thursday, April 6
{ 8:03 PM }
Kelly Clarkson - Behind these Hazel Eyes
//I told you everything,
Opened up and let you in.
You made me feel alright,
for once in my life.
Now all that's left of me,
Is what i pretend to be.
//Sewn together,
but so brokened up inside.
Cause i cant breathe,
No, i cant see.
I'm barely hanging on.
//Here i am once again,
I'm torn into pieces.
Can't deny,can't pretend,
Just longed you were the one.
Broken up,deep inside.
But you won't get to see the tears i cry.
Behind these hazel eyes...
//Swallowed me then spit me out,
For hating you i blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
Though i dont't cry on the outside anymore...
Haha this song is one of my favourites...If you listen carefully to the song,you will have a deeper understanding of it. Hmm...somehow i just LOVE this song as it means something to me.
Life is getting on now, just that..nevermind,i shall skip it.
Who are you? Where is the person i thought i knew? Is she still there? Or is she hidden by her outer soul? Come out! Stop being overshadowed. Take it as a plea from me. Please?
No matter how hard life may be,no matter how many difficulties/strugges/problems you may face, just hang on. There's always light at the end of a dark tunnel. Cutting your wrists ain't any help, it'll just make you sink deeper and deeper into self-pity, Suicide isn't another solution either. Leaving behind your loved ones just to run away...
Don't say this life is unfair, it was made to be unfair. Don't say no one understands you, no one was made to understand you fully,only yourself and God. But your friends will always be there for you, no matter what. Think about the stuff and the people you cherish, think about the meaning of your life too. Is there really nothing for you to live on? Is there really a need for you to sink deeper into depression(self-pity)? Think about all your fun times. And think...and think..and think.
elleryy. says:
True friendship is a jewel. Its preciousness is something to be savoured and cherished. Without genuine friends, we will feel the suffering, neglect and sadness caused by our wrong choices cut deep into our hearts. [extracted from my p5 compo published in somewhere.Didn't knew it till pooh-bear pointed it out! xD ]
Ask yourself and reflect. Think about the root of the problem, try solving it. Try to bury it and not brood over it...it will lead to depression, won't it? I know it's frigging hard to JUST FORGET IT, but do not do silly things! Most importantly, don't put on a mask. Don't hide your feelings. Don't bottle your troubles up! (:
Oh yeah,something to add. Do not jump to conclusions. Do not just hear one person's side of the story. Hear both, then make your conclusion. Dont be bias. Be more matured in your thinking. They're just friends. If that's what you think about them, I have nothing to add. Hear her side too!
Goldilocks was acted out today in the library. It was interesting and humorous, I guess? Yeap, life passes by...tests tmrw. BACK TO STUDYING,THEN.
HANG ON cause..
charms
[I'm here,for you]
[I'm here,for you]